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hari paling bersejarah dalam hidup adalah hari yang paling bermakna yang terjadi dalam kehidupan kita. boleh ke kita anggap hari yang jarang berlaku dalam hidup adalah hari yang bersejarah?

hari itu bermula dengan sangat manis..tapi belum sempat sampai separuh hari, semua jadi terbalik.. xde lagi manis. tapi di iringi dengan air mata.. jangan mengharap..nanti xdapat kecewa.. dan kecewa tu benar2 berlaku.. sebab terlalu mengharap sesuatu yang pasti xkan berlaku..

tapi hari tu jugak memberi maksud dan permulaan baru untuk hari2 mendatang.. tugas kita untuk tentu kan sama ada ia kekal atau hilang di tengah jalan.. bila difikir kan, adakah jalan yang diambil tu betul? atau jalan tu cuma memudaratkan lagi kehidupan kita.. dan pertanyaan tu mula makin mengeruh kan lagi keadaan..

bila kita keseorangan, sentiasa akan ada orang yang menemani..tapi kenapa setiap kali kita mengharap kan seseorang berada di sebelah kita, akan hadir orang lain yang menemani? maaf kalau salah kata.. tapi cara ni  saja boleh luahkan.. maaf xdapat berkata secara depan..sebab takut melukakan..

p/s: thanx dear for the surprise..

love

big eyes

Ellie

She was a bestfriend . A friend who always there for me when i needed someone to talk to and also a friend who always tell me her problems or enjoyment in her life . It was a good feeling back then . Where you know there is always someone who you can depend on .

But things change lately . Gone all the days where both of us are happy being bestfriends . It is always hard to have a bestfriend of different sex . Sooner or later there must be love sparks in one of them . In my case , it is just the same . She falls in love with me when we are supposed to be just bestfriend . Since then , things are never the same as before . She used to say to me that i will always have her to talk to . She will be happy to know who and wanted to meet my next partner .

Well , people do change . Sometimes , all the words that were spoke before will never materialised . Instead of being happy with who im with , she reacted by showing her anger towards me and my partner . To make it worse , she even wish my partner to suffer in future life . That is not what a bestfriend should do . I know things had already been awkward lately but we should never forget what we been through in past times . I never wish her for anything bad .

I just want you to know that from now on , eventhough we are not contacting each other , im still wishing you a better life in future and hope one day you will accept both me and my partner's life .

love,
wide smile

soalan?

kisah 1

dia : hai..

saya : hai..nape?

dia : cuma nak bagi tau kat awak saya cuma nak jadi kawan baik awak..saya xnak awak pk bukan2 pasal saya..

saya : owh ok..jadi, kita kawan..ok?



kisah 2 

saya : .........

dia : saya xkisah sebab saya dah biase..

saya : biasa ape?

dia : awak hilang kan diri..

saya : owh...jadi?

dia : saya tau..walaupun saya xdapat hubungi awak, bila jumpa saya akan gembira..jadi tu da cukup tok saya...



kisah 3

dia : nape?

saya : saje...

dia : jawapan awak x sesuai..

saya : ske hati saya laa..

dia : saya xnak...

saya : tapi kalau saya buat jugak awak bukan boleh wat pape..

dia : tapi....jangan laa...



kisah 4

dia : awak lapar?

saya : x.nape?

dia : awak xlapar? awak makan sket je kan semalam. saya lapar gile..

saya : pegi la makan..

dia : jap lg..teman papa pg giant

saya : ok..jaga diri...

 *mungkin ada tokok tambah..tapi maksud masih sama...

love,

big eyes

A NEW CHAPTER

It all started by knowing his basketball friends , then his family , followed by his housemates and the latest is his circle of friends which is mostly his coursemates . At first , she was afraid if she is not being accepted by his circle of friends while he is afraid if she will be lonely or getting bored during that event .

When the event starts , all the fear blown away as she not just managed to make herself comfortable but she was also managed to blend in well with all his friends . This was a good sign for the future as all his friends treated her well . He knows deep down inside his heart that he is making the right choice in unleashing the new girl in his life to the public .

People were already asking if they were in a relationship or not but both of them prefer to be known as "close friends" or "seeing each other" . They were still not ready in being committed to each other . He hope this will be a start of a new chapter in his life . A successful one . The outcome of this chapter is yet to be seen but surely the future is looking bright for him .

love,
wide smile

SATU

Mama cakap berkawan biar ramai. tapi bercinta biar satu. macam mane kalau berkawan cuma satu tapi bercinta ramai2. xbleh kan? jadi macam mane plak kalau yang sorang tu x mcm ape yg kita sangka? jadi kita kene la kenal die dulu kan.. mama cakap lagi, kita xperlu tau kisah silam die. tapi kita kene tau kisah hidup die bermula dari saat pertama kali kita kenal die..

jadi, bagi permulaan, perkenalan kita mula di warung pak li..mase tuh tengok biase je..xbertegur mane pun.takat hai2 je..kan2? tapi perjalanan kita xtamat kat situ je..macam2 benda jadi..akhirnya, baru la kita rapat macam sekarang..

tapi sampai mane je i kenal u? hurm.....



love,
big eyes