disebalik.

saya tidak lagi merindui awak.
saya tidak lagi mencintai awak.
saya tidak lagi mengambil berat mengenai awak.
sebab saya sudah berubah.

saya sudah punya cinta baru.
saya sudah punya matlamat baru.
saya sudah punya diari baru.
sebab saya sudah berubah.

saya akan pergi.
saya akan lari.
saya akan menjauh.
demi awak mendapat hidup yang lebih sempurna.

maaf.
kerana awak masih dihati saya.





sincerely,
big eyes

Quotes 2 ~~~~

" What can I say, we have so many memories... so many things to look back on. I learned so much from you, gained so much. I loved the way you made me laugh, I hated the way you made me cry, but what I hated most was when you said good-bye "



" No matter how hard you try to get over someone, you will still have some sort of feeling for them, remembering the ways things used to be, and how they are now. And you sometimes hope that the new person in their life was still you, and everything was how it used be, erasing all the bad things that happened. Time is supposed to make things better, but in love it doesn't. Although we have been apart for a while, and now you have diferent loves in your life, I stil can't help wondering how your life is, and when I catch you glancing at me, I can't help but wonder if your heart beats a little faster, as mine does when I see you "


love ,
wide smile

Better Together

There's no combination of words
I could put on the back of a postcard
No song that I could sing
But I can try for your heart
Our dreams, and they are made out of real things
Like a, shoebox of photographs
With sepiatone loving
Love is the answer,
At least for most of the questions in my heart
Like why are we here? And where do we go?
And how come it's so hard?
It's not always easy and
Sometimes life can be deceiving
I'll tell you one thing it's always better when we're together

it's always better when we're together
Yeah, we'll look at them stars when we're together
Well, it's always better when we're together
Yeah, it's always better when we're together

And all of these moments
Just might find their way into my dreams tonight
But I know that they'll be gone
When the morning light sings
And brings new things
For tomorrow night you see
That they'll be gone too
Too many things I have to do
But if all of these dreams might find their way
Into my day to day scene
I'd be under the impression
I was somewhere in between
With only two
Just me and you
Not so many things we got to do
Or places we got to be
We'll Sit beneath the mango tree now

It's always better when we're together
we're somewhere in between together
Well, it's always better when we're together
Yeah, it's always better when we're together

I believe in memories
They look so, so pretty when I sleep
Hey now, and when I wake up,
You look so pretty sleeping next to me
But there is not enough time,
And there is no, no song I could sing
And there is no, combination of words I could say
But I will still tell you one thing
We're better together.
 
 
love ,
wide smile

Thanks For Your Support

Im glad that i have lots of super-cool friends who has been supporting me throughout my mourning period . Without them im sure i will not recover myself from this problem easily . Kurni , Nisa , Nisaa' , Syairul , Eli , Marul , Sadiq , Fizie , Nuzul , Akmal , Yus , Wanie , Sam and many more . You give me strength when i really need it and finally thanks to Miss Big Eyes herself as well for changing your mind towards a better future . We never know what our path will lead us to the future but we must always hope it will bring good to both of us . I will not make you regret on your decision and i will use it wisely this time . You may not see the outcome of your decision now but i promise that when the time has come for us to meet in the future , you will see a better me and i hope at that time i will be the guy for you .Towards a better future and bestfriends forever . 1437 .

love ,
wide smile

Quotes~~~~

" We have to forgive people because by forgiving , we will receive forgiveness "

No one is perfect in this world . That is why we should learn on how to accept people's strengths and weaknesses . By doing that we will get happiness because we understand the other person's ability . We will take advantage of their strength and help them on their weaknesses. That is how we should live our life to the fullest . So when one person makes a mistake , we should forgive them . By that only the person will learn from their mistake and be a better person and when it is our turn in making mistakes, the other person should forgive us too . It is like give and take .

" People afraid of what they do not know will happen "

Everyone is afraid of what we do not know . We can only hope for a better future . But the truth is , what we do in the current life is the one that guide us to the unknown future . The future is already set for us but we choose our own destiny . We guide ourself towards the future . So if we want the future to be what we wanted, guide yourself through it. We must believe in what we do and we must hope for the best . Fate do play a part but the truth is , ourself is the main actor .

ps - Do what you think is the best for you but do it only after you have really think about it inside out . I always support your decision unless it is bad for you .  Miss You .

love ,
wide smile

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“If I never met you, I wouldn't like you. If I didn't like you, I wouldn't love you. If I didn't love you, I wouldn't miss you. But I did, I do, and I will.”

"Meeting you was fate, becoming your friend was a choice, but falling in love with you was totally out of my control.”

Since the day i met you , i knew i like you but i never thought that i have the chance to be together with you and when that chance becomes reality , i was totally in seventh heaven . All the times that we spend together was so precious to me and i will never forget it till the end of time . How i wish we can spend our time just like we used to . But everything has changed since you ask for your freedom . I knew i did do wrong somewhere in our relationship . Maybe i did not treat you good enough or maybe i just did not protect you good enough  from everyone in this world . I knew it was my fault . Supposely when this happens, i should buck up myself and show to you how strong i am to face all this challenges and fix all my problems so that we can be together again . To show you that im good enough to be your partner in life again .But miserably , i fail myself . Im not stong enough for this .

Since last month , nothing good happen to me . I played badly in my basketball tournament , i injured my knee , i injured my ankle , my dad admitted to hospital , i hardly walk till now , i lost my handphone and so much more . I lost my focus on anything and everything . This is not a good sign for me and now i may not sit for my final exam . I just do not know what happened to me and why this is happening . Im writing this in a blog because this is the only way i can get your attention . Im not your No 1 in life anymore but i hope i meant something to you. I need someone to talk and someone to care . I just do not know who should i go to . I do hope for you to be with me again in a relationship but for now , even as bestfriends is good enough to me . All i need is time for us to talk so that i can share my problems and you can share yours.

ps - some of the things that i wrote kind of "merepek" but i just dont know how to express it clearly ..

love ,
wide smile